I stand by my logic.
I don’t believe that there’s only one person you can love, romantically.
But there’s only one person that in the end, you may express this love to, and spend the rest of your life with.
That’s why I’m not afraid to say, I love you.
I regret everything I’d done. My biggest regret.
I don’t know how I manage to get by each and everyday, with this guilt in my heart.
I can’t even say much, cos I can’t explain my actions.
They were stupid, I had no reasons to do so.
If I could turn back time, I’d not make those same mistakes again.
From the moment I realised my foolishness, it was all too late.
We’ll start afresh, and I’ll keep this in my heart.
But if only you knew, how much I really wish I were with you right now.
I wouldn’t wish for anything extraordinary on my birthday,
though it’d be nice to have someone tell me that they genuinely love me.
I don’t expect to be taken out on Valentine’s Day,
I can only wish for a rose, or maybe a bouquet.
During the holidays, take a break from the studies,
go somewhere where the sun and the wind is present,
and to be with someone who’d really want to be spending time with me.
Go through prelims, and no matter how badly I’ve done,
have someone encouraging me, telling me not to lose hope.
Just before O’s, have someone tell me they believe in me.
Finish O’s, no matter how horrible I feel,
even if it’s a lie, tell me I’ll do well.
I wouldn’t need a present or a card for Christmas,
just be with the people I love and who love me back.
Spend New Year’s eve with me,
watch the fireworks in the sky,
and keep holding on to me till the new year begins.
And going into 2013, no matter what I’d gotten for O’s,
remind me that I’d done my best,
and promise me you wouldn’t leave me no matter how much I change.
But how much of this would possibly come true this 2012? What hopeless dreaming, should I even dare to dream this much? But truth be told, I’m not asking for a lot. I’m just asking for someone who’d be there for me forever. Yet, it’s still a difficult request.